No work till tuesday.. and i need the break

So the last blog was pretty desperate and nagative.. work is the problem too many reliant on me and too many dont know their jobs as i've covered for them for so long (including people senior to me) then you give people a heads up that something could go wrong... then it goes wrong and guess what? they ask you to help put it right and that is frustrating... then you get the feeling that something went wrong and some people think its your fault even though its far from your problem as youve highlighted soething may go wrong if something else isnt done and if they keep making cut backs and having pointless reorganisations instead of having a period of calm to let people learn and undertake their roles basically even Davina has been like this this week....

Usually I dress up and during my time as "Davina" i'm pretty stress free and for a few hours after dressing the same stress dissipates... but ths week monday was ok but a lot going on in work and i didnt switch off work emails etc till late then wednesday i dressed but only till mid day as the stress relief wasnt working.. i say stress most of it is anger that people rely on me so much in work and there just isnt enough time in the week to do the job and cover everything particularly after multiple senseless reorgs so frustrating we're now hanging from a string which one lottery win would evacuate the office and they'd be u a creek without a paddle... £100 millionplus on the lottery tonight fingers crossed.

Long weekend away from work phone and laptop off and in isolation with the wife and kids and a friend visiting this weekend plus Rugby to go to tonight just a pity about the weather no work till tuesday and hopefully the brain refuled and raring to go again... hate admitting stress but its there and needs a kick in the balls..