Its not the first time I've crossdressed

I came back to bed and she was a little quiet damn i shouldnt have tried it on when I was dressed was I over eager or drooling at the mouth ... I hugged her in bed and said "It's not the first time I've dressed up in your things"

That went down like a lead baloon and i dont think she registered it.. gutted she hadnt sussed me as a crossdresser and asked me to wear makeup out of curiosity we went to sleep ... I didnt / couldnt sleep agonising over it in my head..

We talked the next day and she said I only wanted to see if you'd let me do it for a laugh..

In work I couldnt get it off my mind I needed to talk about it..

Weeks passed... how do i bring it up again...