I want to look convincing

I now had everything i needed my own lingerie, makeup and a wig so my crossdressing opportunity was spent perfecting makeup and trying to look convincing. I took photos of myself and saved them on a cdrw and one day asked if she would look at photos.

She did

"I dont get it ok you look like a woman but what do you get out of it"

I dont know.... Its exciting, fun , a turn on and its a stress buster but lonely...

Panda Eyes became a term i had to google as she said "Youve been dressed you've got panda eyes"

I didnt dress up like no panda i can tell you I was dressed like a right tart.. google oh right I'm crap at makeup removal....